I don't know....

Hey guys, 

Do you ever get the feeling where you don't belong? Like you're either at school or just with your mates and you feel like they don't really want you there for some reason. You feel slightly like an outsider even though you have known them for years and you're closer with them than ever before. Because I get that a lot and 

I don't know if it's just me and I'm just being stupid or what? But sometimes because I'm so shy I struggle to really properly fit in. It has nothing to do with the fact that I may not be overly close with my friends because 100% I am. It's just that sometimes in situations I don't feel fully confident or relaxed. Do any of you get this too? Or am I just slightly socially awkward? Please let me know. 

Sorry it was just a quick post today. 

Emma x

P.S. I'm so sorry I haven't been active in agesss, I am going to try a lot harder now and I hope you haven't all got bored and left me! Sorry again and I will post again, SOON!!

What is love?

Hey Guys! 

So today I was with my best friend, I don't want to publicize her name so she's going to be called N for this post. Anyway I have known her since I was two years old and we have been best friends ever since. There are pictures of us everywhere together posing like idiots!! Because I have known her for so long I know all about the people who make her happy and most of all boys who make her happy. She has known this boy (He will be called T) since primary and they have dated a couple of times. Now they are all in high school and T is a year younger than N. They are kind of in a relationship you could say because they kiss and cuddle and act super cute like they are together, however, neither one has officially said they are together. To make it all the more complicated they both still date other people. Which I know is completely wrong. Anyway N is always asking me what I think about the whole in a relationship not in a relationship thing and I tell her the truth; I think they are and need to stop being silly and properly get together. The only problem is her parents and his parents believe he is playing her and doing it to make it look good on him having someone older to fall back on. Do you understand what I mean?
Have any of you ever had this problem before?
I really care about N and i don't want her to get hurt in case what her parents and his think is true.
Please comment on your thoughts about them

Emma x

Fifth Dimension

Hey Guys,

So last night I went to a party; it wasn't anything big it was just a small gathering of about 20 of us or so. We did it as a surprise for a very very close friend of ours. She hasn't had the best time recently and has been down quite a lot recently, so just before Christmas we started to organise a surprise party for her to cheer her up a bit. We formed a group chat on Facebook adding everyone who is really close to her and wants to help cheer her up and we started to organise it without her knowing. We organised everything from the venue to the music to the food by ourselves and we all chipped in to help with the price.

When we were trying to think of what we should do for the music we suddenly thought of a band called Fifth Dimension. Hardly anybody has heard of them and that's because its a group of friends from our school (who we are all really close to.)

Fifth Dinension are a bit of a rock band who have only recently started to play music as a band. We wanted them at the party because we all know them really well, especially the person the party was for!! The band consists of Anthony, Alfie , Reeve, Fred and Noah. It was their first kind of official gig and they did really well and we had an amazing time at the party. Personally I think they are amazing and could really go far in the music industry if the right people notice them! Go check them out on YouTube and Facebook, even if you aren't a fan of rocky music because neither am I but I really like them!

YouTube >>> https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_5l_zvO-oftYnMU-a-TyJA
Facebook >>> https://www.facebook.com/TheFifthDimensionBandPage?fref=ts

Some photos from the night:

 

From the left: Anthony, Alfie, Reeve, Fred and Noah

Until next time,

Emma x